Sunday, March 30, 2008

My star

it's been so long. years even.
Something i'm struggling with - and have been struggling with for years:- letting go.
"Forget the former things, do not dwell on the past" (Isaiah - - )
How can someone - five years in the past, 300 miles from the present location, be such a big deal? I feel it's kinda like the sun, or some other star - You shone in the past! you're light years away. Why are you still impacting my life??!!! Why are you still my compass point?? My yard-stick against which I measure all other directions. Why do you still shine so brightly in my life?
My star - Distant, remote, flaring in the past - shining brightly in my sky.

how do I let go?