here is some honesty

I decided to write blogs and be honest. to honestly share things with others - to really open up. needless to say I haven't done so as yet. sometimes it's fear - sometimes I feel like there are too many people reading it -too many people I know. sometimes - perhaps the most important is that I don't want to discourage a single person - by complaining about my life - by showing the bad... But how do you get around that? how do you find honesty without showing the bad? So this is where it leaves me - overwhelmed with no outlet. so, I have decided to bite the bullet - in anonimity (at least partial - there is always a trace) - in a public place - as well as I can...