Sunday, September 11, 2005

Growing, Learning - Too much too soon

This weekend I've learned a very important lesson... actually a few. I guess the first is that people will go as far as you allow them - within their own boundaries... and at times their boundaries are very different from yours.
So today I've decided to take charge a bit - and act less for what I think others think or expect (whether or not they really do).

Too much too soon - if left unaddressed very soon becomes too little too late.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

On Worship

Today I had a lesson from my Father God. I learned about worship. and how much my Father values it. In Luke 11:8-10

"Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth. 9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. 10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened."

That - along with something that I read in "I can only Imagine" I have learned that God values persistance - He appreciates those peoples with the patience to stick by Him through and through. Today I learned that if I see a task as a form of worship (even if it's a job that I absolutely hate) - if I believe that He's using it for His purposes - it becomes a form of Worship.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

here is some honesty

I decided to write blogs and be honest. to honestly share things with others - to really open up. needless to say I haven't done so as yet. sometimes it's fear - sometimes I feel like there are too many people reading it -too many people I know. sometimes - perhaps the most important is that I don't want to discourage a single person - by complaining about my life - by showing the bad... But how do you get around that? how do you find honesty without showing the bad? So this is where it leaves me - overwhelmed with no outlet. so, I have decided to bite the bullet - in anonimity (at least partial - there is always a trace) - in a public place - as well as I can...